Monday, December 10, 2007
Out in town alone wor!!! I CAn't BElieve IT!!! +)
CAN’T BELIEVE IT!!!
It has been sure a long time, which I had never been out shopping alone.
I have lost this kinda feeling for sure a long time.
As I was walking alone today, somehow I feel that, I’m alive again!! AS I was walking, there were many thoughts in my mind, like, I am able to live alone, take care of myself and buy myself things. I didn’t need a person to take care of me. The greatness of being single was there again. Happy…. Yet somehow feel sad.
There is good and bad, that is all I can’t sad.
I went to many places in just 2 hours, to look for gifts.
Then spend my time at the library looking at books. This particular memorable library. (HAHA)
The wonder of this library, arts book, area for people to seat at a corner to draw, read and chit chat… I seat at that particular area. And some memories flow back to January 2007!!
When, I always when to the library to pass my time and borrow plays and DVD!!
HAI~~ I don’t know what to say, the life now. Was it a good one, or a bad one? Was it a happy one, or a sad one? And throughout today, I felt I had lost many things which I used to love and do. But I can no longer put them back in pieces, but in fact certain things, make me hate it so damn much. Cause because of certain things, it had hurt me so much! And certain things which I wanna let go, but I can’t coz its stick to me so much till if I let it go, I might be hurt much more. I can’t tell myself which to choose, and I can’t balance both. =~( Sadly, I definitely have to leave one of it.
But the most important of all, I know I still have a group of wonderful friends to be with. And like how a ma said, “We are like family”!! when I heard a ma saying something like this on sat, in fact I was very touch and happy till I feel we can forever don’t get married, then live together. I am willing to do this!! Coz at least we will live happily ever after.
CAN SOMEONE SING THIS OUT!!! I……
AND my dearest friend bluff me, yesterday I tried the coke and medicine stuff, MAMI & NANA!!! Bluff one!!! I eat le, starting okay, then can’t sleep a… like become worst. AND AND AND my body feel weird weird one. BUT head like got a bit dizzy le. Then morning I head pain!!!
I wanna kill ppl le!!! Nana, MISS NURSE…. Help me buy sleeping pills la….
PLEASEEEEEEE!!! NANANA!!!
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